Who does a word of the year? For the last 5-6 years I have chosen my word for the year, along with 4 goals, hopes, or prayers for the year ahead. Last year my word was “beloved”. It was a word that caught me off guard and intrigued me when I chose it, and one that caught me off guard and left me in deep thought when I reflected on 2023.
As I think back, on my goals and hopes, I really only achieved 1 and a half of them. That was because I greatly failed at the “half” of one of them, and was so broken by it, that I knew I had to shift how I was going about things. I won’t get into the details, but I bet many of you can relate to how I was feeling.
Beloved
As I reflected on on the goals and hope that I didn’t achieve, I was at first upset. My goals and hopes weren’t wrong. Life just kind of went a different direction, and didn’t leave a lot of time for what was on my list. But as I reflected more, I came to see that I had chosen the better portion. I spent more time with the people in from of me.
Instead of trying to check box a list of goals and hopes, out of love I said yes to things that God handed to me, sometimes that was driving a friend to the airport the day after her husband’s funeral, sometimes it was praying for someone at the airport as I was waiting for the bus to take me to my car or at the grocery store when in my mind I didn’t exactly have the time. Or even deeper, when my best friend called me in the middle of the night and we went to go put her dog down, or sitting in a hospital room with another friend, who was expecting a baby but having early contractions, reading psalms over her.
What about you?
So I ask you? Are there goals that you haven’t met or achieved? If so, can you look back and say that regardless of that, did you choose the better portion?
I definitely didn’t understand the word “beloved”. Even at the beginning of 2024 as I reflected on 2023. But as I think back, I did see why “beloved” was my word for 2023. Because regardless of how difficult some of the things were that I had to walk through, and the brokenness and disappointment I felt in myself, God was always faithful despite my failures, constantly with me, and always showing His love to me. Yes, I was dearly loved. Beloved.
My Word For This Year. 2024
As I did my study one day recently, I noticed something that I never have, in a story I have read countless times. You have probably heard the story. Jesus gets arrested. It says everyone fled, but we remember that Peter followed at a distance. Stays in the courtyard to keep warm by the fire. And denies Jesus 3 times.
But Peter wasn’t the only disciple who followed Jesus as He was arrested. I am not sure why the gospel of John is the only gospel to account this, but John 18: 15-18 says this disciple knew the high priest and went with Jesus into the high priest’s courtyard. Peter stayed outside until the disciple spoke to the servant girl there and brought him in.
Scripture doesn’t say, but I am guessing (and many commentators believe) this disciple was John. Although I can’t be certain, let’s consider this for a second because I feel like there is something good here. He is known for referring to himself in the third person. He was the “one that Jesus loved”. Then he was disciple that was with Mary at the cross. And the disciple that was left with the knowing that Jesus wanted him to care for His mother. I can’t imagine it was anyone else but John here, walking into the house of the high priest.
I imagine he did it all with composure and strength that can only come from love of the One who first loved him. These were desperate times, and he must have had unwavering confidence in these moments in order to convince the servant girl to allow Peter in as well, and walk through the hours and days ahead. It could only be the deepest devotion and love for Jesus that kept John from deserting Him.
What is my word for 2024?
What am I learning from this? The love and devotion to Jesus is what will cary us through, and give us the strength in our weakness to carry out all He has for us. It will keep us close to the cross, and then running to the see Him alive, resurrected from the grave… like John.
I have been considering my word for this year, and one word has been sticking out in my mind as I have read about different people in scripture over the last few weeks. Devotion. Devotion to Jesus, completely, wholeheartedly. And that is my prayer for you as well as we walk through this year ahead, through the valleys, and the mountains tops, the storms, the battles, but also the green pastures where we will find rest.